October 2010
1 post
10/16/2010
I really like this, I think I could get used to it…
May 2010
1 post
May 4
A lot’s changed in these past few months.. I feel like my life is on display at the current moment. Everyone seems interested in graduation and my future plans; really, it doesn’t mean a thing to them. I can see how it would mean more to me than others.. but really all they’re intersted in is being up on the talk of who’s going where. Next year, they’ll pass off the...
December 2009
8 posts
December 14
Today is a mega sleepy day. i got hardly any sleep… which is okay, because I had a lot to think about. I thought about her, mostly. I dont really want to dive much deeper in to it on here, but it was a pretty okay night.
Later today, I’m scheduled to give blood. Hopefully my sleep factor doesn’t affect anything… I really dont feel like making friends with the church floor....
December 10
I think im going to learn hawaiian. Yeah, sounds good..
Family Guy..
•Lois: You should spend some time with our kids, Peter. And with me.
•Peter: Uh, what could me and you do together?
[Lois giggles]
•Peter: Lois. You've got a sick mind.
•Lois: Peter, I'm talking about making love.
•Peter: Oh. I thought you wanted us to murder the children and harvest their organs for beer money.
“Half the world is composed of people who have something to say and can’t...”
– Robert Frost
December 8
Today started out really good, and somehow got mildly depressing. My second block seems to bring out the worst in me.. I have no connection with these kids whatsoever. I seriously feel like an outsider. Not to mention I feel like my teacher hates me or something… Smiles dont kill people, they make people feel better.
I guess it doesn’t matter because I’ll be done here in a...
December 6
Last night was, to underestimate it, fun. Maryjane can make me laugh my ass off, no matter where my life is at. Add that to the combo of a social life, and you’ve got an awesome time in my book. Oh yeah, i talked to her.. at least texted her..
Ended up passing out during Napoleon Dynamite. I think right after the part where Napoleon took Pedro’s bike off the “Sweet Jump”....
“It came to me then, that every plan is a tiny prayer to Father Time.”
– Death Cab for Cutie “What Sarah Said”
December 4
My life is kind of at a stand-still right now. I feel like I’m not getting anything accomplished.. wasting time, if you will. I think that transitioning from the person who I used to be, one that cared more what people think, to the person that I am now has been a rocky one.
I go a little insane sometimes. Mostly because I’m lonely, I think. I miss my best friend, and I miss how...