December 4
My life is kind of at a stand-still right now. I feel like I’m not getting anything accomplished.. wasting time, if you will. I think that transitioning from the person who I used to be, one that cared more what people think, to the person that I am now has been a rocky one.
I go a little insane sometimes. Mostly because I’m lonely, I think. I miss my best friend, and I miss how things used to be. There’s not really a person out there that truly understands me.. And I realize that probably sounds cliche, but its the truth. Although there is this girl that makes me smile.. Although I dont think she fully realizes how awesome she is. Sometimes I want to do something spontaneous, just to see her smile.. So she could get a glimpse as to how I feel.
Hopefully once I get started with college, I can get on with my life. Start fresh.
Get high on milk, cows are on grass.
