December 8
Today started out really good, and somehow got mildly depressing. My second block seems to bring out the worst in me.. I have no connection with these kids whatsoever. I seriously feel like an outsider. Not to mention I feel like my teacher hates me or something… Smiles dont kill people, they make people feel better.
I guess it doesn’t matter because I’ll be done here in a couple of months. It’d just be nice to not have a completely miserable time until then.
But last night went well. I got to talk to her.. It made a night consumed by work a lottt better. :) It’s nice to have that giddy feeling, even if its from nothing.
I am reading this book though, I really love it… It’s not really written in a particular style, and it’s easy to stay interested in it. I think I can connect with it so well because of my brother.
Next is Webpage design. I checked out a textbook from there, even though I didn’t have to. I pretty much hate NVU.. and html coding looks a lot more fun in general.
